Monday, July 21, 2008

Day one of the contest and it feels like it’s been 3 days. Getting up early was hard only because I could barely sleep last night anyway. I guess I was just really anxious about starting. The other students are cool – they have us stereo-typed pretty well. And its humorous too because I usually don’t like labels, but I know we’re all sizing each other up. But I feel extremely fortunate to be involved in this and to be able to observe these peers and to be in this environment. I honestly haven’t seen many alliances or rivalries form yet – I think some people knew each other before the contest, so maybe they’ll watch each other’s backs – but maybe it’ll be the opposite. As far as my ‘strategy’ – I think I want to lay low a bit – I mean I’m being my usual outgoing self, but I’d sort of like to see what materializes before I attempt to weave my way into any sort of close bond. I think I get along with everyone so far. Some people seem to thrive on promoting how they don’t care what others think – but that cannot be true. Nor can it suffice as a sane game plan. This isn’t like years past of last student standing, where it was about will power. This is a total mental and social wave of acting and reacting. Extremely unscripted – I’m a little surprised at the lack of organization – but it does allow freedom for us (the students) to interact on a raw level. The sponsors have been great though and we are all having a lot of fun. We’re pretty much animals in a zoo and watching the people in the mall react to us is probably more entertaining for us than it is for them to see us.. Right now I think I should just focus on reading everyone – seeing what they’re about. And I’m going to make sure I win the challenge Wed. so I can be immune from elimination.

8 comments:

Jacqueline said...

Taz,

Had no idea you were so flirtacious...


Best,

Jacqueline from Starbucks

Anonymous said...

Bro--It is really weird to see you in this contest because we've been family for years and I can't bare to see your personality confined. You're such a fun-loving guy. However, hope you're having fun playing pool and hanging with the other 7 people.

Kelly laughed alot seeing you at the mall. I thought it was creepy. Maybe we'll stop by again.

Keep Smiling,
DX

Lydia said...

hey taz. i miss texting you. i cant believe i have to 5 weeks not seeing u. when u get out we have to go back out again. i had so much fun. i watch the live feed and u guys look so bored. i was watching last nite and u guys were coming up with random stuff to do. it looks like summer camp to me. i remember makeing up things to do when i got bored at camp.
miss u so much and tell lyss that i am behind her as well but i am behind u 95% and her 5% b/c

give me a shot out next time u blog, confess, and on the radio

♥Always
Lydia

CpGurl88 said...

I've been watching the webcam here and there and everytime I do I hear Austin putting down people who walk by. For example "Eww look at the guy in the red shirt. What is up with his glasses? He looks like a bird!" Honestly, I wouldn't even consider coming down there to be judged by you, Austin. As a gay man you should know better than to put people down before meeting them! I hope you get voted off first!

GO TAZ!!!

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Lydia said...

molly u need to delete that comment and say ur sorry. thats not only wrong to say but mean and disrespectful. delete it please

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thank u blog guy for deleting that comment. my bestie did not deserve that comment from her