Feelin it out..

Whats up everyone its Flirtatious Taz at 9:15 P.M day 2. I’ve been getting a good amount of visitors and I think everyone is enjoying entertaining people as they stare into the glass. We have dodge ball games with beach balls and pillows and so at least we are having some physical activity. Everyone passed a pop quiz this morning – we all had to answer some questions about one another and use everyone’s full nickname – I got an 8/8 – so we were rewarded with some TV time tonight.
Today I was able to gage a little bit more about everyone else’s attitudes and discern where they were coming from and why they were really here. I’m about to be really blunt, but I love everyone here we’ve gotten real close within 48 hours, but I guess I have my opinions. Adam is a great guy – very knowledgeable and fun to talk to. I think that he will do well with any focus/thinking challenges, but honestly I feel like he comes from a better well-off family. I’m not sure if he needs this grand prize. Adam, Alyssa and Brian have family here everyday (Rachel too), which is cool, but it also makes me wonder what their home lives are like – I just wonder who does their laundry, who bought them their first car? A couple of people here have been on cruises and I’ll admit I have some jealousies – I’m here because I need this scholarship.
For a while today Austin and Christina were sort of discussing things in as discreet of a manner as they could. I am extremely suspicious of their thoughts related to alliances. Also Austin began some drama having to do with a playful thing Adam said last night – there was some tension for a bit, and although it “cleared” is obviously still there if you read between the lines. I’m beginning to get an idea of whom I want to vote off… but the bulk of my decision will be based upon everyone’s efforts/accomplishments in tomorrows’ challenge.
Tonight I feel like I need to sleep with one ear open – I feel like people will use whatever opportunity arises to conspire. I also get the vibe that maybe some people are willing to blow up my spot about certain things and I hate that feeling. This whole game is turning into a really messy game of poker – a marathon of poker. I can’t jet and play any high cards now – but I need to try to read people more, while simultaneously get everyone to like me. We’ll see what happens – tomorrow will prove to be very interesting.