And the coolness of her smile

I came across today just a moment ago. In the (I) lost and found (out I’m loved).
Rare discovery, similar to a (T-filled) needle in an (Arthur Fonzerelli) ‘Heyy’ Stack.
Somewhere juxtaposed the love shack cunning linguists tazzled my senses.
Fences I previously sat upon becoming (like a lovely shirt) wet with paint (tainting the acrylics I flirt with). Thirsting for immunity a mutiny came and blamed the hearse driver for Fly Community’s sexual fluidity (which some countered with the good old 1.2.3.).
Which was fine with me, obviously, because today was indubitably on its way to orientationaly being free.

Not very much unsimilarly to the orientational expression of innuendos and suggestive behavior, sisterly bound to misbehavior. Found on the aforementioned tracks of said train, wound up tensions lead to good intentions feeding foul suspensions and unfortunately every so often, expulsion.

Hopefully I can play some Frogger hopscotch on these tracks (which I attempted to delicately personify through ((extended)) metaphor as an ambiguous sexual predicament) and evade my dismissal from FCC. I am extremely upset about my performance at the challenge. I’m not about to sit here and make excuses, but I do feel that luck of the draw factors in. I’m happy for Adam that he won immunity. I only hope he and I can stop our perpetual battle for the coveted position of Alpha male (I attempted to peacefully negotiate a treaty and proposed that Jon embrace the role; it lasted 30 seconds).
Everyone here is too cool and I don’t want to leave, and I don’t want anyone else to leave.

I tried to sum up today before – I sort of messed up my shot. I don’t think I got the needle all the way into my muscle and so I don’t believe all of the hormone will be absorbed. And it hurt a lot. But I was mostly upset about what felt like wasting my medicine. Hopefully I can toughen up before my next shot.
I think you get the gist about today’s immunity challenge. Hopefully I’ll be able to redeem myself Thursday (if I’m still here).

It felt really good to see Katie today. Completely unexpected. And it makes me wonder how many other people whose support I may be unaware of. For instance seeing Ally – its pretty impossible to express in a blog how big of a hug I would have liked to give you. (I’ll have to wait till I get out). All of the fans that come every day to support us – Lexi, Vicky, Nina, Zach, Peyton, Whitney, Karlie, Brooke, Max, all the parents and everyone else – you know who you are – it really does mean A LOT. And I’m not sure exactly what everyone else puts in his or her blogs – but this is me trying to show a ton of love for everyone. I appreciate it! [Yeh sure Pete, thanks for the hug, haha]. I guess for now I’ll go try to stay occupied until tomorrow’s elimination. We’ll have to see what Adam has in mind. Oh yeh happy belated b-day Aerielle! (8/9) And it was confirmed that my parents do read my blogs – so I love you guys and miss you! Hopefully I’ll see you soon – but not tomorrow or Friday!
“And the coolness of her smile is the fluttering of birds between my arms.” - E.E. Cummings
.-hoping to be here a while